Lyric had a volleyball game on Tuesday, October 7. It was at 3:45 at the Big Gym. They lost to Damonte Ranch in 2 sets. The scores weren't so great either. I watched my sister leave her teammates after they were done with their team discussion that usually occurs right after their game.
"I can tell she's angry by the way she walks. Her long, irrational strides. As she gets close enough, I catch her attention. Our eyes meet for a split second, yet it feels like we had a full blown conversation." This is what it felt like:
My eyes: What's going on? Are you okay?
Lyrics eyes: Shut up. I don't want to talk about it bum.
My eyes: Oh, okay.
It was an intense "inner conversation".
I can feel the irritation in her glances and the sharpness in her tone. She refuses to allow me to give her emotional guidance as an older sister should. But I am determined to help better her mood. So I buy her candy in hopes that sugar will remedy her bitter attitude.
*Waits for reaction*
SUCCESS. "Thank you, Tropical Starburst"
I am just amazed by how quickly she calmed down after I got her those Tropical Starbursts. After that, we just sat together and watched the JV and Varsity games. We didn't talk about anything in particular. I wasn't sure if she was enjoying my company, but I enjoyed hers. It was one of those silent sisterly moments that I barely have with her. I smiled at her and she looked at me like I was the weirdest person on earth. She's not the touchy type. I can't remember the last time she WILLINGLY gave me a hug in public. But it's okay, because tonight, I feel like the best big sister ever!
I am just amazed by how quickly she calmed down after I got her those Tropical Starbursts. After that, we just sat together and watched the JV and Varsity games. We didn't talk about anything in particular. I wasn't sure if she was enjoying my company, but I enjoyed hers. It was one of those silent sisterly moments that I barely have with her. I smiled at her and she looked at me like I was the weirdest person on earth. She's not the touchy type. I can't remember the last time she WILLINGLY gave me a hug in public. But it's okay, because tonight, I feel like the best big sister ever!